Brenna's infinite playist

So today after being home alone half the day I decided to go out on my own. So I hopped in my car and drove over to the mall and got some new Victoria Secret body spray which is so yummy. Then I was walking around and thought I really want to see Nick and Norah's infinite playlist. I got in line by myself and headed into the theater and sat down. I decided I had sometime to kill I will text cha cha asking "does going to see a movie by yourself make you lame?" Cha Cha replied "I have seen movies by myself because it is hard to get my friends together for a movie. That does not make you lame." I have gone to many movies by myself before and usual don't mind but today I felt like such a loser. The 20 minute deal thingy was done and the movie started. I won't give the movie completely away, but watching the movie made me reflect on myself.The movie takes place basically through out this one night and the crazy things that happen to these characters is hilarious but at the same time real. I began thinking of the best nights I had. I miss those days. Also the whole music aspect of the movie. I don't tell many people this but I have an Aunt who is famous. She is a song writer/record label owner/music video director/singer. A lot of you know that my major is film/TV.  I was discussing with my friend from high school about where I want to go to school for my major. She was like why don't you just intern for your Aunt she can teach you the inns and outs. The process would be easier. I considered the idea and realized I want to build my success. I don't want things to be handed to me. Just like the character Norah. If you know me I think after you see this movie you might see little spats of Brenna in there. Like love of music/love life/disappointments. I am going to go off on a little on the side for a second but I haven't dated anyone since Alan. Meaning I have been single for 2 1/2 years now and when I saw my ex. in Utah well lets just I felt more lame than ever. So if you watch the movie you might catch that as well anyways enough with me comparing myself to a movie. I had a good day though just waiting for my infinite playlist to begin :)